wow

so alot of my friedns kno i lost my father to cancer some years ago...well my grandfather(dad's dad) had cancer well now he has been gettin really sick and my aunt and uncle arent even trying to visit him like they should which pisses me off. he is your father and if its anyone that knows why you should cherish every moment allowed to spend with him you should...all ill family members. hurts me to see him go through this as i watched my father when i was very young. brings back alot of old pain i thought had healed but hasnt...you only come when you know you are getting something in return from a sick man and his sick wife...what is wrong with you...it just angers me that there are grown men an women out in this world like that.
well nk longer am i going to Guyana...no money. but God will always make another chance to come around...one day...
time to leave memphis or should i say my tiny little hole in cordova....Yay for me...i love my mother very much but living under the same roof is no longer an option..
so this school year is a bit diffenert. i have 3 baby cousins comeing to TSU!!! which im so excited about. family always makes my day better and friedns that are like fanily...
I finally got my LC,,so i can drive legally now!!! YAY...
so many goals for fall 2009 and Excited about this school year..IDK WHY....
we will see what happens

get this

so i still dnt have a job which means i dnt have any money..which is really bothering me. anywho. so i was wit my brother yesterday and we are on the interstate and this guy in a tinted out truck is rollin one...how memphis is that...omg like i seriously cnt believe i saw thatbut then i can cause im in memphis. anywho i was doin great in this house until yedterday afternoon. ms. foxx wants to bring up the old things and yell at me about that which i honestly dnt feel like hearing. so i need to either find somewhere to stay until my trip or go bk to nashville earlier which means i have to live by my uncles house rules which i dnt have a problem with. i dnt party like that anyway...this memphis heat is really making this so much worse then they could be...i hvnt even gotten to go dwntwn to my spot which is south main and the the art district...i miss those days with my best friends to badd none of them live here anymore. i need to get on that wagon they got on a long time ago.