Brought Back to Reality

So things with my personal life haven't been the way I wanted them to go. I let my heart get the best of me and believe everything he was telling me. What he doesn't know just yet it that Imo not going for this anymore. I've taken this time to myself and really thought about what I want and how im going to get it. Im going to move to Chicago. Im going to grad school at Columbia of Chicago. The only thing is I want to leave now. I don't want to wait anymore. I feel like if God told me through any type of communication that it was time to move now. I would take all steps to do so. I took the time to once again believe the bullshyt that came from a nigga mouth. did i not learn from my past. Why can't guys just be honest about how they feel. And if you talking it up with your ex, thats def agaisnt all rules. Don't go around tell yo guys that im your girl, and in reality im just the closest thing near you and in the same city. yep I said.

so from that being said im def speaking my mind next time...i make the time to see you...u not the other way...