its a NEW DAY!!!

so its thursday and im finally home...yea already nothin to do jus yet...so i was texting Mr. SHOCKING the whole way home. amazing yes...im not gonna say this is different, wen i speak that it always ends up the same...so its shockin to me.. so its been on my mind what now that im home will Mr. Husband(soon to be Mr. EX Husband) step up to the plate and do what he says he wants to do...Moms is sayin Hell No....so imma jus let the ball roll...personally...im not gonna kill to get him to understand me..uve know me this long its time to grow up and realize what you have in front of you...Surprisingly Mr. Shocking is saying all these great things bout me which most are tru i might say myself jus the fact he can see certain things and have such a heart...im not tryna sit n wait for him to do wrong which i hope he wont do...Mr. SHOCKing is a really great guy and has potential...Mr. Basketball on the other hand has got to figuare out that its not the same i gave you your 2nd i dnt give thirds...so much mess up already i cnt take anymore...friends maybe but idk if that will work..Mr. Music things are done...you aint right in the head you jus aint...i cnt do it anymore...so Mr. Shocking is constanly in my mind weird hell yea...good guys like this dnt come around to often..he might jus be a keeper.