short end

ao i cant figuare y i get the sort end of the stick..mom says that i need to move on but hey he has been there when i really needed him..we care for each other but the factor of the distance and that i have mr. shockin and he got ms.25..yea idk where this will end up..i need to make a trip to my soon to be home chicago...ive figuared it out...the school i wanna do my grad programs at yea programs..anywho...im so ready for that point in my life where its just me..just me..i got it but that the way i want it..so imma jus take wat i got now and deal with it..focus on the remaining 9 to 7 weeks of school left..find a job a car.and a place to lay my head and money for summer school..back on the short end..its been a week since ive seen mr. husband..wow i hate when ppl promise things and dont fullfill..thats one of my rules everyone should know dnt promise me that it will happen and its a week or year later and still hasnt happened..so imma jus suck it up got to church tuesday then celebrate mr.shocking's 21st day of birth...yea that will be extremely fun...Yay for mr. shocking and his o so sweet text messages in the morning...i learn something new everyday about myself and the ppl around me. chi bestie was here and still is..we had a great time last nite a senses yea senses...it was the same ole shit..same ppl i no longer kick it with but some ppl i missed extremely like my bro i missed de, kev, n dan..anywho im now rambling on cause i dnt wanna pack for this trip back to big blue country...until again


still wrapped in the enigma