so i have this feelin that im fallin hard and that i something i try to move myself way from. point being i dnt trust niggas point blank.when one gets hurt its hard to recover from that..even years from that hurt..you have to build that trust back in yourself and trusting your heart with yourself is important 1st then the maybe trusting it with someone else. i just hope that he feels the same way...im 20..im not lookin for marriage...that aint on my list of important things this week..but for the semester is to try my best to let God lead me in the right path...even though things have happen which i cant understand why me...now is the factor is will i be in a different place in jan. if so how will i handle these things. i know i have God to depend on but thats the only dependable person i know will be one hundred behind me....yea some wont like it but its my life and i have to do what i feel like i can handle because God just so happen put it on me..i gotta show him that i can make it and im a believer and a true one at that.
is this real...is my only question.i have received so much in these past few months is this real or is it a dream. am i gonna wake up and be like damn will it be like this for real...im so grateful for everything that the lord has blessed me with..i dnt think many understand...i could have had this way different life instead of the one i was blessed with...prayer works things out for those who pray!!
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