life

so im happy but unhappy with certain ppl. wen that happens i tend to say fuck them and move on..i just hate it wen i cnt get ova the shit they do and say and the way they act. i have come to this today that i want my own now. i have it to a certain point but i want my own. i wantmy own so nobody can tell me that i cant use this or that..or naw u cnt drive my car..cause its my own...nobdy can tell me shit wen its my own..on a great note though my business is bout to be on an pooping. so that is grand as hell to me...i really jus feel like some bits of my life will never be the same after u let ppl(ex's) ruining your outlook on men and their goals... ive looked pass that and gotten hurt once again but cnt let that stop me..i want my King whom God made for me and this world of ours. only time will tell and thats Gods plan...but i have to be thankful for everything that God has done in my life. I have a job great bestfriends and family who truly cares for me. i just wonder didi make a mistake in bein with this person..ppl say wen you ask ur self that you answered that question. but i dnt believe that one bit i believe that some times before marriage u have to reassure yourself that God has a plan and you should follow it and not give up...every one has questions...no question is a stupid one...i just know that im a Chasing my dreams every time i open my eyes...cause God has allowed me too.

faith still wrapped up..........................