ok so im goin to lay out how i feel. im taking it down. so i told myself i was going to end one chapter before i walk into another. well i sum what didnt. but im ok because that person thinks to highly of their self which makes me want to throw this in their face which i dnt do. im seeing a apart of myself slowly change into some one who cares about her self a more then others who could care less about me. yes ive met someone new. im ok with this. he takes the time for me and not that some havent because one made time but too much in my opinion. i didnt see anything in the future for us. when i dnt see a future i tend to move on with out lettin one know which can be hurtful. but i had way to much going on i couldnt deal with it. i have now dealt with all the summer drama with family that i now know what i have to d with my time and who i should use it on. which sounds bad when speaking of family. but some times they will take your kindness for dumbness which i will no longer allow. this year is going to be for me and be on what i want in my life and no longer listen to the negative aspects they want to tell me every second of the day. my god i have done it way to long and get extremely stressed over it and not havin it. but i kno this will upset some ppl and might just lose from friends over this but, i have thought long and hard and feel that if we are longer friends this is want for the right reasons in the beginning. so im still wraped up but slowly evolving(sp?)
faith
Thursday, August 20, 2009
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