so im extremely hurting right now. in my heart.. no its not about any of the Mr.'s. Im sadden at the fact that it will already be a year for my aunt and my bestfriend.sucks ass...ya think...i was talkin with someone a few days agao about someone very close to them that she had lost...the way she deals with it is not visiting anything that has to do with him...wow how hard that will be. my phone has had this same pic on it since i found out and the same title n everything...i knew how to deal with my father pssing oddly but now this..idk how imma get thur this..i feel like a piece of me is really missing everyday i wake up..yea i just said that out loud..im really confused at how to deal with him no longer being here...i need my bestfriend fix right now..i need to laugh and go chill in the park..i need that kiss on the cheek that he knows i love...i need that bestfriend talk were he finish's my sentences...no one can finish them the way he does...he could explain me so much better then my own mother...when will the pain stop...i need a date time place..when i really need this...
faithspain
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- FaithsLove
- i run.i jump.i laugh. i cry. i scream. i shout.i shop.i snap photos.i write.i sing.i pray. i give him my lord the most prasie. most of all I LIVE FOR ME!!
2 comments:
its time love. there is no point when it all ghets beter, it just all eases over time. no one will replace them, dnt even try that. hold onto the memories and be sure that theyre somewhere much happier than here.
xo
we will see...
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