No Space for you in my front row...

so i read this note of a friends a few min ago. it started makin sense. there isnt anymore room on my front row.yea so and ex asked me the unthinkable, i said one thing but he knew what i truly said in my heart. the reason being is that i cnt find room in my heart for him. its crazy how you thought you love someone so freakin much but it ends badly then and there truly there is no goin back to fix it or try to fix it.one because most of the family knows what happens and secondly i jsut could never do that to my self. thats just not me. i let go so why cnt he let go and not get in a pissy mood about it. there just isnt enough room in my front row for him anylonger. no one took the seat it just doesnt existist anymore. i cnt bring it back either its just gone for good. like how do you understand something like that yourself...very odd