so tomorrow is sunday n im so ready to go to church n neel dwn n pray.im so mad at my self for the simple fact i havent done that in a while which is soo not me..i miss my church family so much its not even funny..most of the time you will caught me at church on a friday saturday n sunday....not doin that in a while has really made me unhappy...but there is more to that later.i miss bein hugged for the simple fact they know me as the young women who will do anything to help anyone around me not matter if i know them at all. i think that has kinda hurt me this semester. helping those who will hurt me...which is so gay but ppl in this world are gay n they dnt always think about the aftermath of what they have done which i think i have become aprt of that group which sickins me to my heart.all i wanna do is fix the issue but it seems like i should jus leave it and let God work it out for me as he has done that plenty of times when i was being hurt.i prayed about the situation and thought about it till it made me anger at myself which isn't a good thing. i just hope everyone can see me in a different eye nex smester n that eye be the tru me who i know God made me to be. i wanted a new start but got sumthin i was runni away fromit seems.so i guess nex semester will be my tru new start..
~~have faith
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